I, me and myself

blog is where i can be most honest and open, so i would really like to say.. from last india trip in dec 2010 i am really feeling v old . not just because of being single or reasons like that . but those reasons may be contributing as well. offlate i have seen my younger cousins and my juniors(in college / school) doing same thing and are at same level as compared to me. not that i am not happy for them, i am v happy for them honestly .. but somewhere i am getting poked (for myself). some negative thoughts :( but anyways .. hope things get better

i hear many awesome quotes .. but always forget after some time .. "Life loses its meaning when we get stuck up in our comfort zone..." many software engineers will agree to this ..

I wanted ti write this post from long time .. but matter is crude as usual .. dont know what to write .. i was watching 'The Dark Knight' and it had some awesome dialogues about plan. i was thinking what is my plan ? am i the guy with plan, or am i the guy with no plan ? or am i the guy who believes in planning but have no plan ? i think 3rd category will be applicable majority of times. Most of times i have flow along with current of river. Choosing software industry was totally my choice. but was the choice circumstantial ? 1. was it because my other friends / cousin chose that field ? 2. was it because it seemed lucrative (money,work) ? i dont remember exact reason , but whatever it is i am happy about CS field. I didnt wanted to become doctor, and chose engr as obvious choice. I dont know what planning is : i just followed steps which seemed most obvious and common choice. school -> college -> engr -> job -> MS -> job (education loan repay :) ) -> ? i wond...

to all woman who refuse to sit behind in six seater ( pict college), to all women engineering candidates who got admission through 33 % to all women who claim they are weak, to all women who claim they are weak, and who take advantage saying they are weak, and in end laugh in private about fooling others, to all women who cheat in relationship and still are mentally strong, to all women who think boys only aim is to flirt with u (when they are not interested ) Happy Womens Day !!! ( It is as hyped as you are ) :P * Not applicable to everyone :) to all wonderful women in my life .. happy womens day.

Right now its raining outside and its lovely. So amazing it is - sunday afternoon , break from work, nice weather, and YES YES ..eggless brownies. yes my discovery about hersheys eggless brownies. Loved it. hehehe . you must be saying how much kiddish is this guy ( I dont care) , but eggless brownies are worth mentioning it my blog. whenever wherever i have went for grocery / food i have enquiried about eggless cake and brownies. Few days ago .. i dont remeber who said , but somebody said me to give up hope , for eggless cake/ brownie in safeway ( grocery store ). That time i said - i wont give up hope of finding eggless thing. and yesterday i found hersheys brownie in a small store. Although brownie was not in safeway, i am glad that i said i wont giveup and i found it eventually. It was one SWEET experience. literally !!!

!!! These are random rants about movie experience !!! After a long long longggg time .. finally i watched more than 1 movie on weekend. I saw Shutter Island, london dreams, my name is khan !!!. Shuttler island .. what to say about this movie . it seems like i was watching this movie for 2years .. ( those who saw the movie and were with me know this sentence ). it will win oscar, citical acclaim , but for me it was one pathetic movie which i wish i had not seen it .. Anyways after longgg walk from theatre to home , i needed something really refreshing to come out of shuttler island shock treatment . and i switched to hindi movies, atleast i had hope for happy ending. (totally different topic for blog : indian movies and happy ending ), but anyways i wanted to see some positive thingi. london dreams was OK ! nothing more , but liked the songs, and mnik was good . after irritating initial 30 mins , i liked the movie thereafter. I think movie experience is influenced by our mood (that time...

today morning was not a good morning at all. woke up and as usual first thing i do is check email / fb ... and news was Bomb blast in pune !!!! this is not what u hear about pune. pune - upcoming city , famous for colleges, software industry, food , marathi sarcasm, and may be lazy lifestyle... but i havent heard anything violent about pune.(touchwood). Offcourse i cant ask - why pune ??? because bombsite at any location is unfortunate and message of terror. I wanted to write this blog to express my opinion, although reiteration of facts , thoughts , but still feels good to write . Is this really a police / intelligence failure ? - no i dont think so. i truly believe police/intelligence cant keep with every damn illegal activity. security has to take care of 365 days per year , but terrorist need 1 moment to break into our lives and spread terror. - not this, but isn't any of bomb attack a personal venegance, or not a terrorist attack. Probably lots of movies going into my head, b...