I, me and myself

sorry my friend(blog) .. i am not frequent here. because i am in india and . crazy busy .. but i miss u . i have to tell u ( write :D) so much .. see you soon

i dont want to blog only when i need to jolt down something/someone bothering me. ..or something worth(?) discussing. or some random rants ..i want to share my excitement/ positives around me as well... knowing myself...i know. that is not the case, because my previous blog was only rants and rants ..but i should not end up with diary with full of sad or hostile memories. Human nature and my history says  to be careful with oversharing attitude ..not be too excited with good things.. "kissi ki nazar na lage and all.". so i am little conservative in sharing positives around me.. i am at very exciting phase of my life.so ..cant control it.. people who know me on fb know... nowdays i am very active on it. i shared my bday photos. diwali and al..it is a festive environment here in usa as well as back in india.. last month was Dassera and Diwali. then my Birthday.. then halloween..then Eid..now it will be christmas ..and i am flying to india in couple of weeks.. you cant im...

well title sums it all up..but i will try to elaborate.. now that my birthday is officially over.. i can write this .. when was the last time you called up your friend on his/her bday ? when was the last time you remembered many birthdates and didnt rely on facebook. well you must have remembered your immediate family and best friends birthday's and called them up .but does it sum up your whole world ..? I am not seeking personal  attention, so i am updating this blog after my bday. Not that i will (or anybody should )rate friendship, relation based on facebook/phone wish, but  a personal touch in facebook wish , a phone call, a sms does make a difference. Also, are you too busy or too lazy to reply a general "Thanks" or "thanks to all" to all those who wished u. Social networks were suppose to enhance our current status of social profile,and not necessarily replace them. I need to know whether you have relation with me or JUST with my facebook pro...

Some movies really have a deep impact on your mindset. Some movies are very explicit about this change, but for some movies you never realize that they influenced your thinking. Explicit movies may be like Iqbal, Chak de who have definite message for boosting self-confidence,belief etc. Was watching forrestgump..wow this movie never stops touching my heart. some of the awesome dialogues about love,smartness,frustation(sometimes there just aint enough rocks), Shit (It happens). It was like deja vu for me. and then i was thinking ... now that i have seen this movie N times since childhood.. if this movie has influenced me a lot. I guess "Forrest Gump" is ineed a addition in list for people who have influenced me.

it really sucks when ur stucked to desk. restoring ur stupid iphone upgrade and restoring precious photos. which i lost during upgrade. and no backup :( and when u cant play or dance because of sore ankle.. for first time in my life (or atleast after very very long time) i am unable to do somethings because of personal body injury.. twisted my ankle.during dance lesson and i am stucked.. cant dance.cant play badminton. nor go to garbha night with friends on weekend. LOL. mind you.i am not good in any of above things..but i seriously miss doing all these things.(it is just 3 days ..) this comes with a stupid tag that you are getting old..and to compensate that i am thinking of going to dance lesson today.. lets see if my stupidity trumps my pain or vice-versa.

Today world is saddened by sudden death of Steve jobs. Agreed that he was fighting against cancer from long time.. but still his death is shocker. He is a legend, trendsetter who inspired many many ppl. Not that i will keep on showering praises because i have myself criticized him for heard stories about his strictness and not so employee friendly behavior.. anyways his death seriously saddened me....more than normal.. i didnt knew him.still it feels like loss. May god bless him and may he rest in peace. Update 1: after writing blog . i felt i should go to apple store .. and went at midnight.. felt so nostalgic.. this was dynamic composition .also capital I was also by coincidence iswear :) . anyways felt nice that i & gagan went to apple store..at midnight.. steve apple store is just not the same without you .. god bless you Update 2 : guysss .guess what. i am on bbc site. my tribute photo was uploaded by Dragos and bbc included them in their album. feels nice. ...

this post may not sound "man"ly.. ( but i dont care :P ) from long time i have wish to start a free hugs campaign. Irony it is, it is not for making others feel better. it is for me. i feel nice after hug.(and this is not after munnabhai effect) During college days also i liked to hug. but then some friends(especially girls) had reservations.. raised eyebrows. so i chucked the idea..then i came to usa. and atleast i got little flexibility. when i bought car last year , i thought  i should start free hugs campaign.. i am little hesitant and probably little more confidence i will do it.. within few weeks .. just drive to sf and hug everybody who will voluntarily hug me. i am sure they will also feel better. usc friends have nice habit of hugging each other whenever we meet .especially after long time .. haha i remember on Sanvasatri. during micchamidukadam ..i hugged few ppl.. ppl asked are you celebrating Eid as well.. funny it is. but it feels nice.. lets hope i...

i have 1 idea in my mind ... whenever i go back to india..i want to try to implement this against corruption. if i have my own company then no problem.if not i will request my boss for permission. i will like to form volunteer group of which every individual will take 1 hour of his daytime to volunteer against corruption. you will go to nearest corruption hot place namely traffic police group location or nearest goverment office and stand with camera. maybe initially sting operation or open gandhigiri operation of camera in front of all. well for start if it could save some corruption i will think it will be v v good headstart. nobody will be allowed to take just 1 convenient time of say before or office hrs or sleep time.. we will keep on rotating shifts so that over a month / several weeks. you have worked for all kind of hourly shifts... the reason it shld be near to your workplace because.. if we blend this with our convenience then it will be helpful and may inspire othe...

i have so many topics in my mind ..but no time to write .. i am so pissed off right now.. so thought of writing my rants.. nowadays i am surrounded by so much " how cool are we " phenomenon that i feel suffocated at times. Statutory warning : this blog is not against any particular individual in my past or present, or from personal or professional relations. i am just quoting incidences happening to me maybe because of u.. dont take it personally. humble request ..so Rant alert..dont read if you are not keen on reading furious rant .. So .. nowdays everyone is so proud of himself or pretend to be proud of himself that i am overwhelmed. agreed that one has to be little proud of himself and i get feedback all the time that i lack that quality. but cmon. i feel nowadays it is too much ... * Some people are too proud to be in particular company or team ..    Common guys your company maybe too cool but dont undervalue another company or another team within same company....

wow.. writing after such a long time .. right now sleepless ..bored and what not ..so thought of updating blog/diary :) last weekend was fundu weekend.. full dance masti weekend .. fri night was bollywood night and group of 15 people was dancing in circle in disc in usa. it was funny .. ( i was one of them ;) ) i feared at some point we will start garbha :D but njoyed so much ..danced a lot .. next day went to gurudwara and trust me . it is so peaceful..at such a beautiful place on hill top in san jose.. it was wonderful.. as pandu says paap ke baad prayachit karne gaye theey .. learnt a new game as well..monopoly on cards. it was fun playing monopoly game with jatayu & meera ... reminded me of settlers of catan game played in irvine :) and then ..icing on cake.. went to atif aslam and sunidhi concert .. thoroughly njoyed concert. danced/screamed a lot ... dhaval will agree haha swati's friend was wondering if something happened to me ..muhahaha .. majja aa gaya concert mein.....

Hope sachin's "Agneepath" comes to end today and doesnt play "Saat Khoon(catch) Maaf" inning again but plays "Dabangg" inning because "its all about loving your parents" and getting wc11... ""Khoob jamega rang aaj raat jab mil bhetenge "3 idiots" aap, mein aur apla sachin"". "All the Best" sachin , "Life in a metro" wont be same today as everybody is there to "Welcome" you. "Hum" "Border" ke iss paar hai .. "Phir bhi dil hai hindustani"... 4 or 6 ka "Silsila" kayam rakhna "kyunki ye saala score 300 hona chahiye .hayiii" Mirza galib ne durust furmaya hai .. Hazaaron khwaishein aisi ki har khwaish pe dum nikale, world cup ke liye nikale Armaan par bhi kam nikale. "Sachin mein toh kehta hoon tussi purush hee nahin hoo.. Mahapurush hoo Mahapurush" "Jai Ho" sachin. In rhytm : sachin !! sachin !!! ~~~~ sachin...

To all girls. who uploading big status msg.. of "if i have curves ,......i am what i am".. just dont assume that every boy is flirting with u..and you are fine. Original quote: If I have curves, I'm fat. If I wear make-up, I'm fake. If I dress up nicely, I'm a show-off. If I say what I think, I'm a Bitch. If I say nothing, I have an 'attitude problem'. If I cry sometimes, I'm a drama queen. If I have boys as friends, I'm fast. If I stand up for myself, I'm arrogant......... It's like you can't do anything nowadays without being labeled. So what!! Give a damn!! I am proud of what I am!!!