I, me and myself

i have always believed in saying that time is greatest leveler. atleast for me, whenever i have behave inadvertently arrogant, felt ovdrproud,some point or later, i am always victim of same situation. not just me, but i have seen many incidents where events get replayes, but oppressor and suppressed get interchanged. i just wonder, what happened to people who were bad to me, some evil revenge thoughts inside me say that those people should suffer and i wonder why dont they suffer. but later i realize, this evil is no good to me, and i convince myself to peace. this cycle repeats after every bad incident. sometimes it is very easy to follow humility path, but sometimes it is not. and steps followed in later conditions decides your future thinking and events. I believe in GOD and his way of justice .. "Ache logonko ke saath humesha acha hee hota hai " :)

after a longgg time, i am having full lazzzy weekend, so njoying it. i had this random thought ,so thought of writing it down. Not that i am sticking to this low level details of marwadi calculations, but from some days i have been observing this thing, my salary is less than my fellow friends in my company, offcourse i am not getting into discussion of who deserves how much, i observed that their expenses are also bigger than me, new car, individual house or higher rents.so that expense got offseted to higher pay. now that i also pay higher rent, same thing is applicable to me. those who got less salary than me, but they have rent low and expense low , so its all same. my point is majority of us should feel happy about how things are going because in the end it doesnt even matter how much salary we have, because what matters is how much you save, and i think we ALL are in same slot :)

haha. i just came from india, and i flight i had atleast 10 topics to write.. i just wanted to write ..write..but now i am blank.. hopefully i will remember.